I'm getting discouraged with the dating thing. I've met and gone out with a few interesting choices. All very different from one another. Knew immediately on most of them what the compatibility between us would be.
Guy I went out with the longest didn't work out at all. Three weeks of seeing each other pretty regularly. I knew I would eventually get bored of him because of the lack of interaction between us on anything that wasn't television or movie related. Eh! Sex was decent for the most part. Great a few times. Definitely more exciting and fulfilling for him.
It stopped existing in an ugly way. Ultimately, I am happy I'm not the one in a relationship with him.
Was getting to know another guy. I cut that one out after a night's conversation included that he said the ideal woman for him would cry no more than once a month. AND after he initiated all texts, phonecalls, and such, he declares that I texted him like 50,000 times. What?! Insane. Untrue. Asshole.
No current dates. Really disappointed with that. There is one guy. Attracted to so many of his qualities. Want to get to know him better but I can tell he's not into me. Again....disappointed.
All this discouragement is making me feel less than kind to myself and very inadequate. I know I'm not most people's cup of tea. Trying to stop from feeling this way. Thinking it may be best that I just don't believe there is anyone to whom I could be a match.
Fuck!
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